I hate feeling alone when I shouldn't because there are so many people everywhere & I hate my fake smiles and insincere laughs. I hate feeling bitter and guilty. I hate knowing that I cant. I hate when I try to explain and no one understands. I hate realizing that some dreams are just not meant for me. I hate not being able to choose the way I look. I hate making the same mistakes over and over again. I hate that all good things come to an end. Ugh there's so much things I hate. I should get rid of this thingy. I feel like wanna say " fuck my life " but I can't because life is just once. I shouldn't let the "fuck" word get into my life, and mom always says to me " Don't ever say fuck in everything you do because people automatically will thinks that you're a rude girl. A girl shouldn't be rude, a girl should be a lovely & courteous girl. " ♥