From now on, I think I should be stronger than 5 years ago. I'll never cry infront anyone, even it's hard but I'll continue pretend like all are okay. Never share problems, never trouble the people, never ask for sympathy or appear as requested sympathy. I had enough being Illi that looks weak, always crying. I had enough. I need to start my new life, it's okay to pretend as long as I can make people happy, that's better. I'm tired think and take care feelings of others but their didn't think bout me. So whatever happens, I need to be stronger. My bitter experience of life taught me to become stronger. But I never mention that I'm promise about this, I'll try to hide my sad feelings from others as long as I can.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Life never run from a problem.
From now on, I think I should be stronger than 5 years ago. I'll never cry infront anyone, even it's hard but I'll continue pretend like all are okay. Never share problems, never trouble the people, never ask for sympathy or appear as requested sympathy. I had enough being Illi that looks weak, always crying. I had enough. I need to start my new life, it's okay to pretend as long as I can make people happy, that's better. I'm tired think and take care feelings of others but their didn't think bout me. So whatever happens, I need to be stronger. My bitter experience of life taught me to become stronger. But I never mention that I'm promise about this, I'll try to hide my sad feelings from others as long as I can.